Do You Wonder?

I sometimes wonder

If you ever think of me

Of who I have become

And how I am doing

Do you wonder where I am?

If I am living close to you

Or gone across the world

And made good of myself?

Do you wonder what I do?

What kind of job I am in

If I am married or single

And do I have kids?

Do you miss me?

Do you wish I had stayed?

Or are you glad I have gone

And given you peace

Or do you miss me so much

That you want me back

Does it feel to you?

Like a piece of you is missing

Do you even think of me at all?

Or have I left your mind completely

Do I feature in your memories?

Do I have a place in your heart?

Or am I just a mistake you made

Something to never think about

Or do you cry tears at night

Guilty about what you did?

Jo Anne Kennedy

February 2018